I wonder where this writing habit will lead. Will it just be a hobby, a diversion in my life?

I have long dreamed of writing my own book with passion and love. A book that evokes memories, new thoughts, or freshness in the reader. It’s not too heavy but quite a good book.

Is that too ambitious for a beginner?

However, I asked mine; will readers like the book? How can I build my career as a writer if only a few people appreciate what I put into it?

If I followed those negative feelings, I would immediately stop writing. I then would spend more time scrolling through TikTok, Instagram, Facebook, etc. I would feel tired and not get anything positive. In the long run, I might lose the skills I have acquired.

I have tried to keep writing on this blog in the last two months. At the same time, I continue to reject the negative thoughts that say out loud that I will not be able to become a professional writer. This is a struggle that I experience almost every day. I wonder if all aspiring writers feel this way? How many of them emerge victorious?

I still don’t know where this writing habit will lead. Will I be able to realize my dream of writing my own book? Or will this be a hobby, just a diversion in my life?

Although it’s not easy, I’m determined to do it in the new year 2025, writing my thoughts and life experiences into a book.

If I didn’t start, I wouldn’t get there, would I?